tests, extra lessons, tests, extra lessons...
Friday, August 14, 2009
with ♥ 10:33 PM
its like my mantra now.
i need to study harder. im studying hard, but there are billions out there studying even harder than i am. i need to study harder. im studying hard...it reminds me of BNW conditioning. :\ okay never mind. now everyday i have t stay back for either extra lessons or tests. how cheerful. hmph.
but hehehe, yesterday baby surprised me by picking me up after my GP extra lesson at 630pm. :) a little gesture but it meant alot to me, esp after being so drained and everything. :) <3 teehee. i love you. :)
there's so much to do, so much to study! can they stop giving us hw so we can study?! hmph, so annoying. i think im starting to really freak and stress out alrdy. :\ frankly, im really still quite worried and scared. although everyone say even if prelims fail, A's can do well. although everyone say im improving... but im not convinced. no matter how hard i try nothing is happening. :( WHY!? :( i failed last year's math paper. i look through econ and geog A level '08 paper, i nearly finished the whole tub of haagen dazs. :\ sigh.
sooner or later, i'll be screaming vulgarities at the top of my lungs. in a civilised way, of course. its nt even prelims and im so fucking pent up and stressed. no wonder ppl say this will be worst time of everybody's lives. :( damn it.
-jinghui-
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